my o my

Person A
I am so tired of people being so unkind to everyone else.

Person b
(AKA me)

I'm also tired of being that person
hurting everyone else
in my concentration on my self
refusing to take responsibility
for my own greed
and recrimination
With my contradictions
and my hungers
and my slavery
and my antipathy
and pointing the finger of blame
at things I cannot name
and my anger
and my ignorance
and my opinions
and my prejudice
and my cruelty
and my denial
and my complicity
and my passion
and my infernal imagination
and my ambition
and my lust
and my disengagement
and disintegration
and my exploitation
and my conjecture
and my faithlessness
and my voyeurism
and my carelessness
and my couldn't care less ness
and my anger
and my pride
and my indifference
and my arrogance
and my loneliness
and my corruption
and my certainty
and my arrested development
and my selfishness
and my laziness
and my lack of gratefulness
and my craziness
and pervertedness
and curtness
and deviance
and hurtfulness
and need to redress the sloppiness
and sense of unfairness
and staying in bed to cultivate tiredness
and feeling less and lessness
with every pin prick of experience
winding down the window of my lost innocence
and letting in the smog of war
and the smell of the law of the concrete heart
which greyly protects me from feeling my feelings
so my lyings and stealings can go unabated
whilst my life remains sated
with dreary unabated self centred puerile indulgent distraction
which leads to malfunction malfaction
and yes no satisfaction
while my guitar gently bleeds
and I pick my way through the weed of disillusionment
which has taken over this deluded gent
and refutes any argument because in defiance of the order of the minions
I find that not having any opinions
is the only thing which saves me
to give what's left from the orgy of my wreckage
to my wife
and child
and baby.
i am not amused its all insane
my ego mused as i folded a paper crane
and anyhow this thought remained
Is it always someone else to blame
for burning my origami crane in the sun?