muse

She’s disappeared
My longing
Persistent
Indelible muse
In vanity I miss her
I miss her
I try to reform her from the shape of your absence
Your darkness
While my whole weak wishing heart
Beats against a tower of glass
Beneath the ripples of the towers plummet
Wash the waves of the city of velvet neon
And spaghetti long roads

Eyeless
I stumble
The next life will unite us
The shadow and the lightning
The buried seed of want will shelter
the bathing pool of our drowning
from the witherign echo
of hot gold and fire wet Tabasco
Bruising these eyes
(which never repent)
Piercing your distance
Biting the tongue that never kicks
Laments
Or glistens
Proclaiming the immutable hope
Forever bound to your invisible image
By silent fronds
of shimmering dream

I had an insatiable appetite
for distant beauty and innocence lost
But now
It is frozen
In the raw headlights of your chinchilla soft cheeks
And barely parted
Smoke licked lips
of your… 
Chinchilla soft
barely parted
raw headlights…
cheeks
And bare
Smoke licked
lips.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RPT64J76niQ

moscow 2011 - coming home from the black dog art gallery gig.