It's my secret

I disgust me
Verily verily
Death in my face
Death in my pants
Like a rotten pear tree
Like a fart in a trance
Death's in my teeth
Death in my lance
The dragon is sleeping
He's toasted the cat
How Fukn stupid
stupid is that
The game of three halves
From Eternity to Iraq
I'm Dead as a dovetail
Coerced into joint
absurdity prevails
Non sequitur is the point
How stupid is that?
Stupid as sunrise
As the bend of tomorrow
Now there's a surprise
The breath of all sorrow
The intricate surmise
We bug wheel and borrow
All that is naked
Half raked and profane
Off stage and obscene
Death in my veins
Like a veil of bees
I'm not telling you how I do this
It's my secret
It's my beecret
It's my 4000th degree
My 90th perverse meltdown
Under the duvet
Not the eiderdown
I'm writing with the lights off
Eating an orange
It's the last thing I'll ever taste
Kiss of the spider woman
A cotton bud full of Kiaora
And the tears of an immigrant
Nursing me now
And at the hour of my death
They won't let me drink
Cos of the oxygen mask
How fuking stupid
How stupid is that.

26/02/18